Stuff

Holly Mcnarland Stuff Lyrics
1.Numb

Chase destruction of your own emotions
And your need for love, makes you easy prey
Safety of the rubber glove seems much too simple
Climbing up and down, waiting for the day

You can't see if i'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can hate with my eyes open
I feel better when i'm numb

Chase distraction of your own existance
Keep it clean, clean enough to stab
Lick your own wounds, anxious for the next one
Cry for more pain, heal what you have

You can't see if i'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can't hate with my eyes open
I feel better when i'm numb

Just another hit for the one you love
If you cared at all, you'd put me down
Wake up dead man, can't you see i'm starving'

You can't see if i'm not listening
You can't hear with my eyes open
I can't hate with my eyes open
I feel better when i'm numb
I feel better
I feel better when i'm numb


2.Elmo

I'm still thinking about elmo
Elmo 5 o'clock special
I'm still thinking about you
A thousand ways to kill you
I'm still dreaming in pink
Gives me the reason to think
When i lay down my head i'm still okay
When i lay down my head to go to bed

Where do you fit in

Didn't say to come in
Where the hell have you been
I can see you're excited
You can tell you're invited
Justify your evil ways
Make up for lost days
Didn't mean to close the door
When i threw you to the floor
Didn't mean to close the door
On my personal whore

Where do you fit in

You run out of expression
You let me make a suggestion
You've left a scratch on my face
I can see to this day
You're no innocent man
Come and catch me if you can
Didn't have the time of day
But i fucked him anyway
Didn't have the time of day to play


3.Porno Mouth

And i don't want to be without you
And i can't think of anything without you

He's got a porno mouth
He's got a porno grin
He's got a porno mouth
He's got a porno grin
He's got porno within him

I watch the tv, realizing you're for me
And i watch my skin, watch my skin crawlin'
When i'm thinking of him
He's everything but beautifl

And you've got everything you need
And you've got everything but me

He's breathing my voice
He's inhaling my skin
He's breathing in my voice
Inhailing my skin
He's got me within him

And i watch the tv, realizing you're for me
And i watch my skin, watch my skin crawlin'
And i watch my window, and i see all the people
And i watch my skin, watch my skin crawlin'
When i'm thinking of him
He's everything but beautiful


4.Water

I lost my friend
Near the water
And i loved her, though she left me
She smiled, she kissed me, she swam away
I loved my friend
Near the water

She loves me

I'll crouch beneath the boat
I'll learn to breathe
When i fall asleep
I want to die in water
I'll crouch beneath the boat
I'll learn to swim
Soon i'll have fins
I want to die in water

Every time i turn around
And i'm scared they'll see me
And every time i turn around
There's still no smile
And my eyes they hurt
From all the rubbing
And my mind it hurts
From my eyes

I'll crouch beneath the boat
I'll learn to breathe
When i fall asleep
I want to die in water
I'll crouch beneath the boat
I'll learn to swim
Soon i'll have fins
I want to die in water


5.Coward

Maybe i'm a coward, i'm only scared of you
Or maybe i'm just tired of living here

I'm alive and i'm aware
Of what's going on around here

'cause i'm a coward
I'm neurotic
I'm just tired of living in here
I'm depressive i'm obsessive
I'm just tired of living in fear

Maybe my depression
Is all in my head
Maybe it's my obsession
To feel sorry for myself

I'm alive and i'm aware
Of what's going on around here

'cause i'm a coward
I'm neurotic
I'm just tired of living in here
I'm depressive i'm obsessive
I'm just tired of living in fear
I'm a coward

Maybe i'm a coward, i'm only scared of you
Yes i'm scared of you
'cause i'm alive and i'm aware
Of what's going on around here

I'm a coward
I'm neurotic
I'm just tired of living in here
I'm depressive
I'm obsessive
I'm just tired of living in fear


6.The Box

I had a box
A box that could talk
We looked inside and found
A yellow ribbon

So i took that box
For a long, long walk
And we had a talk
And went to look for a friend

And i had to eat you

We went shopping
The whole while talking
We fell upon a little egg
And the egg started talking

Could this be true
Have i really found you
To stop this box from talking
Well i must eat you

And i had to eat you
Have i really found you

The egg is terrified
But not to my surprise
But i had to stop him
This box from talking

So i said goodbye
And i see you both next time
And i'll be along my way
But the ribbons will always stay

And i had to eat you
Have i really found you


7.Ufo

Let me tell you a story
It's not all it's cracked up to be
About a ufo in a dream

I only hear my own voices
I don't have many choices
Like a dog in a parking lot
Like a dog

My body feels long
And my legs are as smooth as candy
I'm as liquid as the sea

Completely covered in blankets
Don't really know what to wish for
Just look at the sky and be thankful

Feels like my back might be bleeding
And are my hands really here
Look back at the ground and be hopeful
Look back at the ground

My body feels long
And my legs are as smooth as candy
I'm as liquid as the sea
A place for you and me

Let me tell you a story
It's not all it's cracked up to be
And i've got ufos in my dreams


8.Mystery Song


9.Just In Me

Just in me, trust in me
Crawl inside, there is no time
To entrust my particular situation

Give me a kiss, across my lips
And i'll take from all that's bliss
Rape your eyes, create the possibilities

You are here, it's where you are
Pay no mind, just take the guy
He's about to die from the force of the ability

Look this way, don't look at all
Always tip, stay on the ball
Ease your mind with the force of your ability

And my particular situation


10.Twisty Mirror

I spoke too fast about my past
I had a blast, i talk in circles
Speech impaired i'm not quite clear of what i'm saying
I run in circles
Around myself

Crazy mirror of me
The only question is for myself
And my question would be
What am i doing here

I am not aware the damage here may be
Too far beyond repair
All i do is think of you
I'm too consumed, can't always have you
Around myself

Crazy mirror of me
The only question is for myself
And my question would be
What am i doing here

What am i doing here


11.I Won't Stay

Sour pie

If i go home
And come back another day
Tell me i won't miss you much
And i won't stay

And i saw danger
When i went to look the other way
Didn't think i'd miss you much
Didn't think, i know i never think
Didn't think i'd miss you much, i forgot to think

And i got my cats and my carpets
And my fish in my brain
I got the walls around me
They never change
I got my cats and my carpets
And the walls around me

Well hello again
You're another hour late
You didn't think i'd notice
You didn't think, i know you never think
You didn't think i'd notice
Well you forgot to think

And i got my cats and my carpets
And my fish in my brain
I got the walls around me
They never change
I got my cats and my carpets
And the walls around me

If i go home and come back another day
Tell me i won't miss you much
And i won't stay

And i got my cats and my carpets
And my fish in my brain
I got the walls around me
They never change
I got my cats and my carpets
And the walls around me